Dawn <<2003-01-09 - 10:14 p.m.>> I'm pretty close to tears right now. Dawn just left after we spent the whole afternoon just lazing and doing nothing at all. We ordered Chinese, watched Cruel Intentions and talked about men. And their crapness. And she's still so upset and god, I know how she feels. I do. She sent Ben a text last night while drunk and he said that yeah, he's sure it's for the best but can they be together in the future? Which is a really, really shitty thing to say. Maybe he really IS an asshole. She just left, and I don't know if I'll see her again for a while, unless we meet up next week. I hadn't realised how much I missed her. *sighs* everything changes and I hate that. I hate that so much. I'm so lucky. I feel like I have everything. But then so did she until now. << - >> |