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I just need a bumpin' beat to bump away my blues
<<2003-01-13 - 6:26 p.m.>>

Sometimes I really wish I had a Gold membership on here, so I could post pictures and have a hit counter and stuff. Twould be nice. However, I have no credit card and I'm not American and I have no idea how much this so called "couple of bucks" per month would end up costing me. So I guess I'm stuck being a regular site holder. Shame. Although I do like having my own URL, muhaha.

Right, I'm having a major self confidence crisis. Really big and huge. See cause, I'm terrified of going to Durham by myself and walking in there alone cause, well, I am. I hate meeting people. Well, I love it after the first few awkward minutes but those moments make me cringe. You know when you're getting someone's name and you don't know what kind of impression you're making... I mean I don't think I make a good first impression AT ALL because I tend to be either really quiet or really stuttery. Either that or I go all sarcastic and until you've assessed someone's intelligence it's not a good idea to break out the cynicism.

Anyway. Yeah. I now have a train ticket booked (cheap from Virgin's website for £11, saving me £14, plus it's direct and only takes 75 minutes!) and I guess I just have to pack tomorrow night after Dawn leaves.

Anyway, my last day of innocence tomorrow. After that I'll know exactly what I'm getting into for the next 4 years of my life, come what may. Also Laus got rejected from Durham :( which is sad and means we won't be near each other. She'll be at Aberdeen which is oh, about 10 hours drive away. Oh well, there's always e-mail and holidays I guess.

I'm listening to Basement Jaxx - Do Your Thing, and it has this really groovy jazz piano melody. Something nobody knows about me - I'm a secret jazz fan. Oh, the shame.

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