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I need a hug Sick of it and all the accumulated crap from eighteen long years I want to get out of here, fresh start, cut everything out that I don't want in my life anymore and hold onto what I do want ... Might help if I knew which was which I'm sick of playing games with myself, bitching at Rob for no reason, if someone psychoanalysed me I guess they might say I'm testing him but shouldn't I be over stupid mind games by now ? What's wrong with me Why can't I let myself be happy without waiting for it all to fall down around me ? Everything's eventual I guess Whatever future I have to face I'll end up facing it alone if I carry on like this Nice? Me? Nah. Not a chance Pft I could sit here all night and stew in my own juices when all I want is a hug |
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