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Further seems forever
<<2003-01-21 - 7:07 p.m.>>

Well, today changed a few things. Not trivial things either. It was pretty hectic because I had my mock driving test today… I was so shit; I got like 7 majors and obviously failed. I really hate it now and I feel like such a lost cause! I’ll never ever pass. I wish I’d never started, why the hell am I putting myself through it?

Hm. Also… got to college today and my Spanish teacher has had a nervous breakdown and left us all with no teacher! It could be really bad for me because I need a decent grade! College is trying like hell to get us another teacher. She was the only Spanish speaker and can’t have any contact with college for at least a month because her nerves were so bad that she crashed her car twice this week! So I’ll probably drop a grade and therefore not get into Durham. And I have to prepare an oral for next week and they didn’t tell us till today… and… oh shit, this is shit. I have tomorrow off so if I get my coursework done then, all 1200 words, there’ll be less pressure on me. You know it’s a problem when the head of languages admits that it is a big deal.

So I get lots of lessons off for the next few weeks, yay. Although it involves lots of teaching myself which will not be fun.

I spent some time in the library with Laus who was revising. We were going through the Lush catalogue, which is organic products like shampoo and soap that are SO gorgeous, and decided that we want everything, lol. If only I had a million dollars, in the words of Goldfinger.

It turns out I now have tomorrow off college since Spanish, now cancelled, was my only lesson. So I can have a lie in and crack on with my coursework now which… is probably a good thing in terms of workload since I need to get my damn essay done. Why didn’t a pick an easy topic? I ask rhetorically. “La censura bajo Franco” (censorship up the Franco regime) is probably a bit complex for ab-initio... *shrugs* ah well. Nevermind.

Also, my dad got an earlier specialist appointment to find out why he’s ill and the parents finally bought bathroom tiles.

“You make me come… you make me complete… you make me completely miserable…” Lit - Miserable

go your own way I’ll be with you, make mistakes, I’ll forgive you – Further Seems Forever

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