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That's the golden rule
<<2003-01-24 - 10:52 a.m.>>

"Felt like kicking out when my boyfriend made me cry

But the loveliest fairy in the world and her name is Do As You Would Be Done By...

That's the Golden Rule

Or so I read in some poem somewhere..." Alisha's Attic - Golden Rule

Okay I have a little mini-request - if you read this diary on a somewhat regular basis or even just occasionally then can you sign my guestbook or leave a note with your URL cause I need some more regular reads on diaryland! I had some but they moved over to livejournal which I don't like as much. It has no soul.

Okay so I'm at college and I just had Spanish cancelled again so I sat and talked to Aisling for an hour which was actually fun. She's really nice you know, sort of shy but you get the feeling she'd never do anything to hurt anyone and that's a quality I like in a person. I can't say the same about myself because lately I've been a bitch in so many ways I can't count.

I've felt a bit frustrated with myself lately. I think it's related to the fact that Rob seems to have... not gone off me exactly, but sometimes I feel more like a girly mate than his girlfriend. Don't ask me why; I can't explain it. Meh I'm sure I'll get over it.

Also driving is bugging me. I hate it and it's niggling at the back of my mind, mostly because it's taking a lot of money off my parents and I feel it's wasted because I don't think my brain can grasp the whole driving concept. I'm too dreamy.

Laus is skiving at Sy's today. I don't get her, I don't. She slags off the relationship and Sy's bad boyfriend qualities till she's blue in the face but she's still with him. Rob thinks it's about sex, I'm inclined to agree.

Must be weird, having a relationship based on the physical. Although maybe it's not necessarily a bad thing. At least they both have someone.

Now that sounds self-pitying of me and it's not because I have someone too and it's more real than they'll ever be, so *shrugs* there we are. If anyone but Rob read this I would have been lynched by now. In fact I don't know how he'll react to the girly mate comment. I don't even know if I mean that anyway. In fact nah, scratch that sinec I have no idea what I'm on about.

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