I always do this
<<2003-03-06 - 8:31 p.m.>>

Well I feel bad now. I told Rob about Lyley coming up for different reasons than to just give him that information, I was asking for information for Laura in fact, but… Anyway he reacted rather badly to the fact that she hadn’t told him that she was coming up and I feel bad because I didn’t mean to upset him. Damn them. I knew I didn’t like all those Birmingham people. I did. Look, there’s the god damn proof that they suck ass in a huge, monumental way. And I don’t care if he wants to stick up for them; this is not something I will change my mind on.

What else happened today… oh yeah… I was sitting on a bench, minding my own business, and Neil Wilson (that guy who used to have a crush on me) came over and talked to me for a while, and THEN his friend Nick, who Laura and I befriended at the start of college last year since he’d just moved up here from London and didn’t know anyone, came over. So I ended up hearing tales of their drunken exploits (whoo, that sounds gay) and not revising for Spanish. It turns out I’d done all the Spanish wrong anyway but it’s sorted now. No need to panic. Honest.

Biggest problem right now is Laura… who has no idea what to do about Sy, especially now that there’s a possibility that Lyley might go to Leeds University, when Sy and Ly (heh, gotta love that one) used to go out. So. She’s all confused and shit since she thinks they might be meeting up and stuff while she’s 350 miles away in Aberdeen – I say find out if she’s definitely going (which I bet she won’t) then if she’s not, go to Manchester which is pretty near and just hope for the best and that they can make it work. Which is pretty much what I want to do – the difference being, of course, I’m going to the University I want to and looking forward to it immensely. She suggested a year out, but what would that solve? Nothing.

All I’m saying… I had to bite my tongue not to say that I don’t think Sy deserves her. What, she’s one of my best friends and I do not think Sy is right for her, in the long run. I mean he’s not evil but for god’s sake, he passes her up for someone far away and fantastically amazing and away with the fairies on a regular basis. Yeah?

So. It would seem – that I’m not the one with problems right now. I’m watching from periphery as everyone wallows and tried to dig themselves out of messes and I must say it’s a damn good feeling not to be upset and afraid and stressed.

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