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Phew... update
<<2003-04-12 - 6:47 p.m.>>

I haven't written in a while, because I haven't really felt like writing anything down since I was just pretty much going on instinct, going with the flow, so to speak, and I wasn't thinking about anything in too much detail. I didn't want anything concrete to be recorded, which makes no sense but hey it's my diary!

In the end, I didn't break up with Rob. I didn't know which way it was going to go until I got to his house on the Tuesday afternoon and when we went upstairs and sat at opposite ends of the bed it just felt really, really wrong not to be touching him and all the feelings I thought had gone just sort of welled up inside me and I realised I couldn't lose him. So we worked it out, and since it's been better cause I'm happier and it feels sort of fresh and different, like we're not just plodding along anymore.

I saw Sy, Laus and Scott the other day, which was actually cool, cause once you get past all the crappy stuff from recent times I still get on really well with them and I'm considered the cool one. God knows why. So I'm told.

I worked yesterday afternoon with Mark and Tracey, and today with Paula and Joyce, and I'm doing all the Bank Holiday for double pay plus the week after I'm covering at the Harrogate store (faaaar away, but I'm a travel freak so it'll be great). I shall also be incredibly rich!

Went to Sarah's last night and her mum was being psycho. Which was very odd. But also, not out of the ordinary. How Sarah is to blame for Linda bringing David up to be a spoilt bully (at times, to certain people) is Sarah's fault I'll never know. I hate the way her mum manipulates and emotionally blackmails Sarah into doing all the things that Linda volunteers herself for and then is too busy to do. I want to get her out of there :( but I'm powerless on that score.

Seeing Rob tomorrow and I really can't wait. I miss him.

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