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God bless the afterglow
<<2003-04-24 - 8:38 a.m.>>

God, I love this. I love it. How could I have wanted, even for a minute, to give all this up?

I don't think anyone can compete with this for me. Just being able to wake up together, and this total trust that exists between us (well from my end, lol, maybe he doesn't trust me and I just don't know it, I dunno, he'd have the right not to I guess)shows me that nothing could be more perfect.

I'm at Rob's, on the new computer, yeah the one he likes better than me. Heh. He just went to work, and I don't need to be up yet really but we woke up kinda early and um... yeah, so I'm wide awake. He's left me here pretty much as long as I want, since today is Day Off number 2 and I have nothing to rush home to (apart from studying for my 3 A-Levels, christ, when did they get so close anyway?) My first exam is May 30th, Spanish oral. Wooo, can't wait. That's my worry... I fuck up these exams, I fuck up my life. No pressure, hey.

God damn you diaryland! I know I have 217 entries but pleeease change them into my new layout, it's annoying the hell out of me!

I love this room, despite the mess. It smells of him, of us. Lol, which sounds kinda gross. I wonder if Sy and Laura are back yet. If so they should be just down the road. Jet lag, ouch, I don't envy them. I had it after Florida and it was not fun.

I finally found a birthday present for Rob, a little late, but hey. It's a really cool glowing CD rack that matches pretty much everything in here. He has a blue fixation, like I do. We're so alike, kinda, body parts, height and temperamentally speaking. I consider myself the laid-back one.

I know, I know. No way. Lol. Yeeeah. I feel good right now. God bless the afterglow.

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