They sprung it on me, the baystards
<<2003-04-28 - 3:44 p.m.>>

I'm still at college incidentally, but today has been hellish and I can't wait to leave in 15 minutes even if it is to go to a driving lesson.

In IT, though I passed my level 2 RSA Diploma with a distinction (go me) I found I only have 2 lessons before my final exam for my level 3. Which means a ton of extra work for an optional course. Sigh.

In French, the exam we were all led to believe was going to take place at the end of June (the dreaded oral exam) turns out to be on May 15th. That's in TWO WEEKS. I need at least 6 weeks to prepare, 6 weeks which I thought I had.

And Laura turned up today and she was talking about all the sad stuff that will come after University, in those first few weeks when we'll be missing Rob and Sy like hell, and she got my thoughts turning to all the depressing stuff ahead of me. In a way I have no right to complain, since I have this incredible chance to make something of myself... but I will feel like I've failed unless I'm with someone I really love, in the end.

Ugh. Well. It's out of my hands. I shift responsibility to fate which better not crap on me like it usually does.

If I don't get to book my driving test this afternoon, heads will fly.

Oh and look, I got a groovy pink site counter! Visit more I wanna get into double figures! :D

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